Frustrated

Two things are pissing me off a lot lately;
Those things are :
School
and
My Computer

But seriously. Fuck. I'm so tired of midterms and papers. I don't like taking 5 courses a semester. This always happens. I end up in crunches.
My stupid work called. Actually I like work . That's why I said yes to going in tomorrow. That and I need money. But it cuts my time in half for another paper to write and another midterm to study for and I am just really getting fed up with it. Anyways I'm just really irritated that my time has been cut in half. It's not even that bad a paper to write. But it is made ten times more difficult when my computer stops saving the sources I find, or when the internet stops working right in the middle of searching for a source, and when I know that I will be up half the night doing this, then going to work nice and early, then coming home , finishing this shit, and spending half the next night studying for my third goddamn ab psych midterm. It's just put me in a very bad mood at the moment. So FUCK FUCK FUCK . Fucking fuckitty fucktarded fuck.

Bothered

Blargh. It's not like school has this ridiculous amount of work but I'm starting to gett irritated with this semester. Particularly the papers followed by midterms followed by papers and such. On one hand it's good that I have no lazy weeks because schoolwork's just a routine. But on the other, I would really enjoy being lazier. Hopefully it's just one of those days.
And otherwise of that, I have nothing to say. There's stuff I want to say, but I can't really piece thoughts together in my head. Not drama-y stuff, just....thoughts about whatever. But my brain isn't working too well.
Argh.

End of Break Blues

This is very rare for me, but I am actually not looking forward to getting back into classes. I don't know why. I just really enjoyed my lazy break and I don't want it to end:(. It'll be good to get those two big midterms finished up this week, and now that my paper is basically finished, I don't have to do a freak out this week. Which is pleasant. But...I don't know. It's tough to get moving again, I suppose.
So...news. News. My birthday was very nice. Cedars was lovely ! And I got really thoughful gifts from Kevin plus a shopping day from the family. I spent my break sleeping in, working, doing my paper, watching my new Buffy Season 1 and Seinfeld Season 5, and spending time with Kevin and my cats, hanging out, writing, and excercising. Megs and Bessy took me out to dinner last night where I got complimentary martinis ( yay! except that coffee one was.....hard on the stomach i think) plus i got a photo album with lovely pics, so I was pleased about that. I also beat Zelda again ( please , someone ! Find me a new game haha). It went sooo fast though. Sigh. Not that school is even bad, I just....really enjoyed lazing around, I guess. Oh well. I cant't believe there's just a week and some left of February, and then it's March and then oh my. I really am not sure what I am going to do for money which I need for my summer courses, but ....I...will hopefully manage to put something together.
Well I'm just rambling now so I am going to head back to Quebec history studying. Byebye!

Here's Hoping

I really am looking forward to the break. I know it's going to go by too fast and I won't get half of the stuff done that I want. I kind of wish that I didn't have so much schoolwork to do, cause if I didn't I'd have more time to make plans. But then again, maybe getting some of the bigger stuff out of the way will be a good thing.
But here's what I want :
I want a good birthday! I just want a really nice day, so that I'll have good memories. Last year was THE best birthday ever:).
I want to get the necessary schoolcrap done so that I won't start crying at some point the week after.
I want to take pictures- with friends, with Kevin, and with whatever.
I want to make a little more money at das Photolab, but only a little. So I can start making a slight profit ? Yeah.
I want to see Megs, Em, Bessy, at least once so I can give them their Christmas presents. :)
I want to slack off as much as physically possible. Sleeping in, napping, spending at least 35 to 45 percent of the break in my bed.
Okee doke now off to work at getting these wishes to come true !! (aka bed for me)

Dumbass #1

Ugh. I feel like such a jerk.
Why didn't I think before I said something?
I definetly succeeded in hurting Alex's feelings. Yay!...*sarcasm.
Stupid stupid stupid.... and how to apologize once the damage is done ? Sigh. But I really am sorry!
Well can't go back now.
Time for my Reading week to begin. That's good news .

Stupid Midterm. Again.

A Sad Story

Sigh. So here it is, 11 45 on a Saturday night . and I am doing ....
A RESEARCH PAPER!!!
Ohh the excitement. It's going pretty good though. I'm three quarters through it. Now I have to compare some articles and then I can put it away , look forward to sleeping in...mmm... but then it's time to study for Amercian history and then volunteer for the evening.
Had my review at the Photolab, turns out I kick ass. *cough. But no, two of the older staff are leaving, bumping me up two notches and giving me more hours security which is great news because I wasn't exactly interested in finding a new job this summer. I really enjoy my job now and if I can get 30 hrs a week, that's just fine because I'm taking some spring courses and all that. But it's very lovely news. No stress in looking for a new job for awhile...cross fingers...
School is good, getting busy but really quite manageable.
And week after next is Spring Break, and I expect to see everyone at my place/restuarant/whatever we end up doing because it's been too long and I have access to a fancy digital camera that I want pictures taken from. MORE PICTURES ARE NEEDED. My album has more cats in it then people. Haha. My cats are so awesome:).
Well that's enough for now. Time to get back to this paper.

Spring Break

Edit: I forgot the link for the dream site. It's this

Holy crap. It feels like school just started up and already, after next week, it's time for the week break.
Next week will be a pretty heavy week. Two tough midterms, volunteering, work, and papers galore. I've already finished all the papers except for one, which I plan to do probably on Friday, and then spend Saturday and Sunday till volunteering getting everything prepared for the midterm study rush Tuesday night/Wednesday. What a way to end off before Spring Break. *face.
Test tomorrow but I'm not sweating this one too much. It should be fine. I did well on my firsts sets of midterms. I think I have a good system down now so school feels less stressful.
So.
And this is the big so..>!
I finally have my full plans for the rest of my bachelors degree. Yay!. It will take five years and it will be a full extra year of courses but it allows me to have everything I need for whatever I want to do lol. Minus nutrition.
I am going to do an honours psych with an english major/history minor.
This allows me the option of looking into both clinical psych and education, either secondary OR elementary. The honours is necessary for clinical psych and english is a great major for education. So that's kind of a big relief. And it allows me extra time before making the "Big Step", which is also nice.
And finally, my birthday is in less than two weeks! I will be 21. I can't wait for my birthday.
Well off to eat dinner/study some more. Toodloo.