Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Time For A Quickie


So. Things are going splendidly at present.
As some of you may or may not know, I have indeed crossed that dangerous line between easy semester and slacker. I couldn't be happier.

I started sciences, things went fine, I got bored, and thus dropped pretty well everything. Now I am finishing up my 4th year psych course, and am taking an upgrading course at Holland College to hopefully get into Nursing next year. I am really anxious to get some training in something, so hopefully all goes well.

What else is going on? Life at the Photolab, the University, College, with the Kevin, seeing friends at least an improvement over last semester if not yet ideal, reading!, writing!, and time on the Compy and such. It's swell.

I'm in love with living in the apartment. That's one thing that has turned out amazingly well. I love my Mom dearly, but she is...difficult, to say the least. I can sleep in this apartment. I have time alone, quiet time! I can have friends over, clean how and when I want to clean, eat what I want to eat. It's even better than I thought it would be. Having your Mom spend 24 hours a day, 7 days a week in a small place is...not easy. I don't think I could ever go back now that I've been away. Dad is so much easier to live with. And...I have the Fred! I've had him since mid September and I'm so glad he's been smuggled in. I pray that nothing comes up. Hopefully it'll be a don't ask, don't tell situation.

I'm actually eating better than I was. Well, better foods, if not a better schedule. And I like school. I like taking it easy. Things are very stable and very good. Plus, I have lots of Buffy watching time.

Thats about it for now. Byes.

o

Thursday, August 31, 2006

How Are Things?

Things are ok.

Saw my place finally, day before we move in. It's nice. Not as clean or fancy as my mom/sisters, but nice. You'll have to come and see it.

Lots of moving and waiting, moving and waiting. Bringing the cat over to my Moms was an interesting experience. Lol, a cat howling at the top of his lungs in a no pets snooty building. Hilarious and wrong.

Moving is harder than I remember. Hence the lack of phoning and calling and socialness and stuff. It's just too much right now. Will have a home gathering as soon as we're in, yay!

It's wierd to be at my mom's but not at my house.

Anyways, that's the news. The course is done, it went fine, work is finally crazily done. Holy crap it's felt like a lot. I just can't wait to be settled. I think I'll be going back and forth a lot. It's different and unsettling. I'd like to feel like both places are my home, but we'll wait and see on that.

I miss you. Hugs!

Monday, July 17, 2006


Oooh, how feminine of me.

Well, after this week, my second course is halfway through. It'll be nice to have these two done, but I wish I had taken a nice little break from school. Some day, I'll take a good ass break.
Haven't seen much of the summer, its been fairly steady with school and work. Gee, how exciting. My allergies have been bad, but they're getting a little better now, thank gob. Thank gob indeed.

I really need a pizza. I was going to say something else but now I can't remember what I needed! Damn that's annoying.

I am aware of certain calls to be made that are long overdue. They shall be made this week. I promise!! Oh that's what I needed. I am in serious need of new clothes/ a new dye job, but I'll wait till end ot August for those. My loan was approved which is fine and nice, so I'll be able to pay for the schooling. Such a large loan this year:(. I hope it works out ok.

Well it's far too hot. Cant think anymore. Byebye.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Bed of Awesomeness

Ok seriously, I know I mentioned this bed before but it's incredible. The comfiest bed I've slept in besides Kevins cosy bed . There's usually a fat loaf in the form of cat on it, but it's the best bed ever.


So enough about the bed. My exam for the course is in two days (eek), and I have to say, at first, that class was bad. Really bad. I had no fucking clue what I was doing. But somehow, I made it through up to this point, and I'm even starting to get a little of what's going on. I hope the exam goes okay. I've already got a pass in theory, which is a nice thought.

It's kind of tiresome to think of that much more time before I can be secure and independent financially. I wish I had figured something out before fourth year. But still, it's better than nothing, right? And it's been fun. I love univeristy. I'm just very positive that I'd like to move out. I feel guilty living off of my parents rent, but it sure makes things easier.

And I just might add that Canada Day strikes on a Saturday, giving all of us Superstore employees the weekend off! Yay! Hours are great, but somehow I can't seem to make any money :). Oh well. I'm definetly going down to Peakes , and I'm hoping for an excellent time. I also hope to see some people I haven't seen in a million years.

I'm off. I think I'm the only person who reads this anymore lol ,but that's ok. Sometimes you just need to talk.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Frustrated

I have this awful pit of stress that's lodged in my stomach.
Ow.
And I don't think it will fully go away until June 21. Then that will depend on the ...summer situation. Yes.

I really wish I could just wake up tomorrow with a well paying job that I like and be able to survive comfortably in my own place. But I guess in order to do that, I have to finish this stuff first. I'm sick of experimenting. Sigh.

Well that was a very positive post, I know. Maybe my next one will be less complainy and more like "Yay, today I went to the beach and it was sooo nice and tomorrow I plan to sleep in till noon and then sit in the sun for an hour before packing up my bags to go on a camping trip with all the people I like on it and then the next day I plan on sleeping in and eating lots of food and playing video games. Yay."

It could happen. .............................. .

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Go To Bed



I should be going to bed now cause I have to get up early for class-ew-, but it's so hard to go to bed knowing that you have to get up soon. It makes me want to stay up late. I won't though. I'll be in bed by 12 or shortly after. Or I'll kick my ass.
Last night I had the worst dream. I dreamt I was all by myself doing tons of Photolab orders only for some reason the Photolab was situated in my parking lot/lawn, and it was snowing, and also getting dark. And there was this black dude that came up to me while I was stressed and asked me to change his 600 dollar bill or something, and I sent him away cause I was too busy. Then I was way behind everyone's one hours and they were ordering like 25 by 50 prints or something. Anyways this dream went on for a LONG time and then I think I just woke up because my dream sucked so much that I didn't want to be in it anymore lol. When I woke up I felt like I had just worked like a 15 hour shift.
Stupid dream. I really like this La Tortura song by Shakira, that new one that's all in ...uh....Latin? Spanish? I don't know. It's catchy. I like the chorus.
What's the deal with stupid blogger not uploading pictures? It's stalled. How lame. The PICTURE is what it's all about. Stupid fucker.
Fred Fucker was being adorable tonight, I put my jacket over his head and he started rolling around like an adorable blob of fuzz. I wish I'd thought to take a picture. In fact, I need to take some pics. Will do. Soon?Maybe.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I have root beer in a can.


Wee! Holy crap the past month has flown. Although a lot happened in it, come to think about it.
Now if I could only get some marks back so I can forget about them in proper fashion...
Umm...what else. Life is good. Life is great. Other then wanting more time to relax in my favorite ways, work is going great, and everything else seems to be running smoothly as well. Course starts next Tues as 8 30 in the morning...gross. I'm really tired and moody right now despite being positive. My head is sore.
Ok, enough whining. I beat Zelda for probably the twelfth time today (pleeease somebody suggest a game to me that's like Zelda but not), which actually isn't so bad, as I've probably beaten Mario about forty times. I like repetition. It's like painting, or knitting, or what I imagine knitting might be like. It occupies your brain but not in an exerting fashion.
I have also resumed my evening walks along the trail now that my " excercise" room has become a bedroom. This has its pros and cons. I prefer solitude and the trail is always busy. But it IS very nice and scenic.
Alright. Time for Cedars. Byebye.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Delightful Intermission


So life is good once exams are done.
Ahhhhhhh.
I feel great. Just working ,cleaning, seeing people, spending time with the Kevin, and sleeping.
Will keep it up.
I still feel really busy though...just in a different way. Hm.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Say No to Stress

Ugggh.
After today, take home should be done and threfore school at an end. After Saturday 30 hr workweeks likely subsided for the time being ( good and bad). My foot is asleep. My nose is stuffed up. It's raining and cold and gross. I work tonight. Ow my foot hurts. I have to use to the bathroom. The pool coveroutside Robbie's house is almost full with rainwater. I wonder if it could cave in. This room is nice with all the windows and plants. I have been at home for a total of three -ish hours in the past week and a half. And one night. Dave is home and is cooking foods. Mom is back at work. I'm tired.
I have one half of my take home left.

That's...pretty much it. Will post after feelings of stress subside.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

One More Week


Well the strike has been kind of confusing, especially mixing work and school, but it looks my my exams should go pretty smoothly now. I can't wait to get them done with.
So that's pretty well what I've been doing for the past while. My head is kind of boggled from not being in school and then being slammed with school, and now I'm just going to prepare as best I can.
I can't believe that a whole other year has gone by. It's seriously felt like three months, and now my third year of university is just about over. This was definetly the best year of school- hard but not overwhelming, and I just felt more able to handle it. It's wierd that it's summer again when the winter seemed to be here and gone in a flash. Oh well. I'm definetly not complaining.
Yay! Nadine might be coming up with her boyfriend after exams and stuff, so hopefully I'll be able to see her. I haven't been able to get together with her since right before university started b/c of Parks two years ago and her jobs last year. Now she's actually quit the theatre job and she's living with her bf. Time flies . It was really nice to talk to her though. I hate how difficult it can be to keep in touch with people you care about. But I guess everyone has their own lives, jobs, relationships, classes....it seemed less complicated in high school.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Sunday, March 26, 2006

I am not an early bird.

I just love this dress. So pretty. I wish I had a better pic of it.

So this strike business sure turned ugly fast, didn't it ? Sigh. Between Parks and U of Stupid, I've had enough of unions and their strikes. Pfft. No matter what I think about the FA and the Admin, I don't support an unwillingness to compromise. On either side.

Jerks. Give me my money back.
I could use it to buy a double bed. And pretty comforters. And some deluxe chocolate bunnies with the hollow insides.

I had a lovely weekend at the Kevins. It was very nice to spend so much time together:). And we had an awesome dinner on Thurs night. Now I'm back in the Pink Room and grumbling about working at 8 am tomorrow. Ew. Two coworkers are done next week which means hours have soared for the moment. And I plan on reaping the benefits of having a wee speckle of money. Yay!

Really want the semester over so roadtrips, beaches, and all the stereotypical summer crap can start coming along ! Yay for fun!

Alright. I'm going to snooze soon.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Feelin' Poor

Oh how I wish I had money.
My income tax should be in soon.
Then it will be spent.
And then I will have no money again.
Maybe I should buy some lottery tickets.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Happy Sunday Boxes

Indeed. Well, I can't wait to climb into bed but I'm not feeling all that sleepy. Blah blah blah.
I think I've worked out a rather tasty plan for the next few years. I just hope all goes well. I'm starting to feel better about the future. I mean, who knows what's going to happen, right? So why bother obsessing over it over and over like I always do. This time, I'm NOT!
So what's new in life. Work is going well, I pretty much know my shit on the desk and I actually have grown to love customer service. mostly everyone leaves me alone to mind my business so I never have anyone on my case about anything, all my coworkers are pretty cool people, and I have a lot of laughs. What more can you ask out of work?
In early February, Cindy essentially offered my a job back at the Inn. And while I was really excited about the prospect of getting back in there (because that truly was the best job in the world, exagerations aside), and while the hours would be better than the Photobox, the strain on my back would not. Plus I heard they might be bringing in Wednesday inspections to the system of none before. The job WAS starting to go downhill around the time I left, and what if it sucked now ? Then I would have no good job at all. And that would be no good.
Well in the past week I managed to watch every episode of Buffy Season Two and it brought back so many excellent memories. Angel was less cool than I remembered, but Spike and Dru kicked even more ass. If only I had money for Season Three. But I sadly do not. It will have to wait.
I want Blood Omen 2 to pay on my/our GameCube, because I need a new game that's not Zelda Wind Waker or MarioCart.
I also took out my painting kit and I plan to delve back into that again as well.
And ALSO, I've gotten back into reading. My lovely Random Passage books are so addicting.

Life is great when you have lots of interests. However lame they may be:). My life right now kicks the shit and I couldn't be happier on the whole. I have actually grown more fond of living at home, due to my beautiful pink room and it having my DVD/VCR player, GameCube, computer, paint kits, book, and Freddy Cat in it.

Things I am loving right now : MPIO mp3 player, red hair, Buffy, Naruto, Seinfeld, chocolate martinis, melon martinis, Kevin, Freddy the Cute Bastard, Hello Kitty socks, the colorful pens Megs and Bessy gave me for my bday, pictures, baths, dancing in my basement, Friiday nights, but I'm actually not loving any classes nor disliking any either. Hmm, hearing from friends, The Humane Society Webpage, homemade spinach fahitas, spring, and the color black.

Avalon by Juliet is a really addicting song. I played it over and over again in the bath tonight and it's growing even MORE on me. Other songs I am quite into lately are my old Loreena McKennit songs, Dare by The Gorillas, Dance Dance by Fall Out Boy, Dance Dance Revolution songs, and that new lameo Gwen Stefani song. It's so catchy catchy catchy.

Oh yes. I died my hair red last week, and cool as it looked (and it looked awesome), 9 days later and it's almost completly faded. Drag. For some reason my hair has decided to be resistant to dye as well as style. I don't like it at all. It also has grown about 2 inches in the past year. Adding to the hatred.
This is what I want my hair to look like.--------------------> I will try again soon.

I don't want a strike. I really really don't. I have all my work for the next two weeks done ahead of time ( with the exception of studying for two midterms), so I'm READY to finish up this little semester box and get summer going. I have this feeling that it will be a good summer:). I want to see the beach again and ride my bike and go to the park and have Canada Day celebrations!!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Just Because


Even after two years (and dating for close to as long) , I still have a big crush on you:). Is that even possible? Hehe. You're the best, babycakes. :)

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Yaaaaay for Weekend

Yay yay YAY! Hard week at and end, easy weekend coming up? All I have to do this weekend is work and volunteer. Mmmmm. Next week just two assignments! I'll maybe try to get them done this weekend so I can watch Buffy Season 2 for much of next week.
Yay!

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Frustrated

Two things are pissing me off a lot lately;
Those things are :
School
and
My Computer

But seriously. Fuck. I'm so tired of midterms and papers. I don't like taking 5 courses a semester. This always happens. I end up in crunches.
My stupid work called. Actually I like work . That's why I said yes to going in tomorrow. That and I need money. But it cuts my time in half for another paper to write and another midterm to study for and I am just really getting fed up with it. Anyways I'm just really irritated that my time has been cut in half. It's not even that bad a paper to write. But it is made ten times more difficult when my computer stops saving the sources I find, or when the internet stops working right in the middle of searching for a source, and when I know that I will be up half the night doing this, then going to work nice and early, then coming home , finishing this shit, and spending half the next night studying for my third goddamn ab psych midterm. It's just put me in a very bad mood at the moment. So FUCK FUCK FUCK . Fucking fuckitty fucktarded fuck.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Bothered


Blargh. It's not like school has this ridiculous amount of work but I'm starting to gett irritated with this semester. Particularly the papers followed by midterms followed by papers and such. On one hand it's good that I have no lazy weeks because schoolwork's just a routine. But on the other, I would really enjoy being lazier. Hopefully it's just one of those days.
And otherwise of that, I have nothing to say. There's stuff I want to say, but I can't really piece thoughts together in my head. Not drama-y stuff, just....thoughts about whatever. But my brain isn't working too well.
Argh.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

End of Break Blues


This is very rare for me, but I am actually not looking forward to getting back into classes. I don't know why. I just really enjoyed my lazy break and I don't want it to end:(. It'll be good to get those two big midterms finished up this week, and now that my paper is basically finished, I don't have to do a freak out this week. Which is pleasant. But...I don't know. It's tough to get moving again, I suppose.
So...news. News. My birthday was very nice. Cedars was lovely ! And I got really thoughful gifts from Kevin plus a shopping day from the family. I spent my break sleeping in, working, doing my paper, watching my new Buffy Season 1 and Seinfeld Season 5, and spending time with Kevin and my cats, hanging out, writing, and excercising. Megs and Bessy took me out to dinner last night where I got complimentary martinis ( yay! except that coffee one was.....hard on the stomach i think) plus i got a photo album with lovely pics, so I was pleased about that. I also beat Zelda again ( please , someone ! Find me a new game haha). It went sooo fast though. Sigh. Not that school is even bad, I just....really enjoyed lazing around, I guess. Oh well. I cant't believe there's just a week and some left of February, and then it's March and then oh my. I really am not sure what I am going to do for money which I need for my summer courses, but ....I...will hopefully manage to put something together.
Well I'm just rambling now so I am going to head back to Quebec history studying. Byebye!

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Here's Hoping



I really am looking forward to the break. I know it's going to go by too fast and I won't get half of the stuff done that I want. I kind of wish that I didn't have so much schoolwork to do, cause if I didn't I'd have more time to make plans. But then again, maybe getting some of the bigger stuff out of the way will be a good thing.
But here's what I want :
I want a good birthday! I just want a really nice day, so that I'll have good memories. Last year was THE best birthday ever:).
I want to get the necessary schoolcrap done so that I won't start crying at some point the week after.
I want to take pictures- with friends, with Kevin, and with whatever.
I want to make a little more money at das Photolab, but only a little. So I can start making a slight profit ? Yeah.
I want to see Megs, Em, Bessy, at least once so I can give them their Christmas presents. :)
I want to slack off as much as physically possible. Sleeping in, napping, spending at least 35 to 45 percent of the break in my bed.
Okee doke now off to work at getting these wishes to come true !! (aka bed for me)

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Dumbass #1

Ugh. I feel like such a jerk.
Why didn't I think before I said something?
I definetly succeeded in hurting Alex's feelings. Yay!...*sarcasm.
Stupid stupid stupid.... and how to apologize once the damage is done ? Sigh. But I really am sorry!
Well can't go back now.
Time for my Reading week to begin. That's good news .

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Saturday, February 04, 2006

A Sad Story


Sigh. So here it is, 11 45 on a Saturday night . and I am doing ....
A RESEARCH PAPER!!!
Ohh the excitement. It's going pretty good though. I'm three quarters through it. Now I have to compare some articles and then I can put it away , look forward to sleeping in...mmm... but then it's time to study for Amercian history and then volunteer for the evening.
Had my review at the Photolab, turns out I kick ass. *cough. But no, two of the older staff are leaving, bumping me up two notches and giving me more hours security which is great news because I wasn't exactly interested in finding a new job this summer. I really enjoy my job now and if I can get 30 hrs a week, that's just fine because I'm taking some spring courses and all that. But it's very lovely news. No stress in looking for a new job for awhile...cross fingers...
School is good, getting busy but really quite manageable.
And week after next is Spring Break, and I expect to see everyone at my place/restuarant/whatever we end up doing because it's been too long and I have access to a fancy digital camera that I want pictures taken from. MORE PICTURES ARE NEEDED. My album has more cats in it then people. Haha. My cats are so awesome:).
Well that's enough for now. Time to get back to this paper.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Spring Break

Edit: I forgot the link for the dream site. It's this

Holy crap. It feels like school just started up and already, after next week, it's time for the week break.
Next week will be a pretty heavy week. Two tough midterms, volunteering, work, and papers galore. I've already finished all the papers except for one, which I plan to do probably on Friday, and then spend Saturday and Sunday till volunteering getting everything prepared for the midterm study rush Tuesday night/Wednesday. What a way to end off before Spring Break. *face.
Test tomorrow but I'm not sweating this one too much. It should be fine. I did well on my firsts sets of midterms. I think I have a good system down now so school feels less stressful.
So.
And this is the big so..>!
I finally have my full plans for the rest of my bachelors degree. Yay!. It will take five years and it will be a full extra year of courses but it allows me to have everything I need for whatever I want to do lol. Minus nutrition.
I am going to do an honours psych with an english major/history minor.
This allows me the option of looking into both clinical psych and education, either secondary OR elementary. The honours is necessary for clinical psych and english is a great major for education. So that's kind of a big relief. And it allows me extra time before making the "Big Step", which is also nice.
And finally, my birthday is in less than two weeks! I will be 21. I can't wait for my birthday.
Well off to eat dinner/study some more. Toodloo.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

My Common Dreams/Interpretations


Waves
To see clear, calm waves in your dream, signifies a calming of emotions. It may also signal an important decision to be made.

To hear waves crashing in your dream, indicates tenderness and relaxation. It also brings about feelings of sensuality and sexuality.

To dream that you are caught in a tidal wave, signifies the strength of your emotions, perhaps accompanied by tears that you are holding back in your waking life.

To see muddy, violent waves in your dream, signifies that a fatal error was made in an important decision.

"I'm Flying"

Flying dreams fall under a category of dreams where you become aware that you are dreaming, known as lucid dreaming. Many dreamers have described the ability to fly in their dreams as an exhilarating, joyful, and liberating experience. If you are flying with ease and enjoying the scene and landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. You have risen above something. It may also mean that you have gained a different perspective on things. Flying dreams and the ability to control your flight is representative of your own personal sense of power. Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course. Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further obstruct your flight. These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life. You need to identify who or what is hindering you from moving forward. If you are feeling fear when you are flying or that you feel that you are flying too high, then it suggests that you are afraid of challenges and of success. In reality, we do not have the ability to fly. Thus such dreams may represent that which is beyond our physical limitations. In your mind, you can be anybody and do anything. Another way of interpreting flying dreams is that these dreams symbolize your strong mind and will. You feel undefeatable and nobody can tell you what you cannot do and accomplish. Undoubtedly these dreams leave you a great sense of freedom.

Tornados
To see a tornado in your dream, suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?

To dream that you are in a tornado, signifies that you are feeling overwhelmed and out of control. You will be met with a series of disappointments for the next week or so. Your plans will be filled with complications.

To see several tornadoes in your dream, represent people around you who are prone to violent outbursts and shifting mood swings. It may also symbolize a volatile situation or relationship.

Rescue
To dream that you are being rescued or rescue others, represents an aspect of yourself that has been neglected or ignored. You are trying to find a way to express this neglected part of yourself.

Destruction
To dream about mass destruction, suggests that there is some chaos occurring in your life. Things may not be going the way you want it to. Perhaps the choices your are making are self-destructive.

Apocalypse
To dream of the apocalypse, signifies an emotional and dramatic change taken place within. The dream may also indicate the end of one kind of lifestyle and the beginning of another.

Sex
To dream about sex, may be your libido's way of telling you that it's been too long since you have had sex. It may indicate repressed sexual desires and your needs for physical and emotional love.

To dream about sex with someone other than your spouse or significant other, suggests dissatisfaction with the physical side of your relationship. On the other hand, it may be harmless fantasy. In such situations, you may find that you are less inhibited sexually and you can even bring that sense of adventure to your existing relationship.

To dream that you are having sex with an ex or something that is not your current mate, denotes your reservations about embarking in a new relationship or situation. You may feel nervous about exposing yourself or currently feel a resurgence of those old emotions and feelings that you felt back when you and your ex were together. Believe it or not, it is not uncommon for people approaching their wedding to experience especially erotic adventures with partners other than their intended spouses. This may be due to the intensity of your sexual passion with your fiancé. It also relates to the new roles that you will be taking on and the uncertainty that that may bring.

If you are heterosexual and you dream that you are having sex with someone of the same sex, signifies not necessarily homosexual desire, but an expression of greater self love and acceptance. You need to be in better touch of your feminine or masculine side.

Sunset
To see the sunset in your dream, indicates the end of a cycle or condition. It is a period of rest, renewal, and evaluation.

or

Sunrise
To see the sunrise in your dream, represents new beginnings, renewal of life and energy, and fulfillment of your goals and purpose. It may also denote that you are about to embark on a new adventure in your personal life.

Harbor
To see a harbor in your dream, signifies shelter from a stormy relationship or chaotic situation. You may be seeking refuge until you can recollect your thoughts and prepare for the challenges ahead.


Vampire

To see a vampire in your dream, symbolizes seduction and sensuality, as well as fear and death. The vampire represents contrasting images of civilized nobility and aggression/ferocity. It may depict someone in your waking life whose charm may ultimately prove harmful. Deep down inside you know that this person is bad for you, yet you are still drawn to it. Vampires also sometimes relate to decisions about sex and losing your virginity. Alternatively, to see a vampire suggests that you are feeling physically or emotionally drained. The vampire may also be symbolic for someone who is addicted to drugs or someone in an obsessive relationship.

To dream that you are a vampire, signifies that you are sucking in the life energy of others for your own selfish benefit.

Superhero
To dream that you are a superhero, indicates your above-average talents, ideas, and abilities you may not realized you possessed.

Fighting
To dream that you participate in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.

To see others fighting in your dream, suggests that you are unwilling to acknowledge your own problems and turmoil. You are not taking any responsibility or initiative in trying to resolve issues in your waking life.

To dream that you are fighting to the death, indicates that you are unwilling to acknowledge a waking conflict or your own inner turmoil. You are unwilling and refusing to change your old attitudes and habits.

Friend
To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

To see your friends, saddened and troubled, in your dream, signifies sickness and distress upon them.

To see your childhood friend in your dream, signifies regression into your past where you had no responsibilities and things were much simpler and carefree. You may be wanting to escape the the pressures and stresses of adulthood. Consider the relationship you had with this friend and the lessons that were learned. Alternatively, the childhood friend may be suggesting that you have been acting in a childish manner and you need to start acting like an adult.

Pregnant
To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.

If you are pregnant and having this dream, then it represents your anxieties about the pregnancy. In the first trimester, your dreams usually consists of tiny creatures, fuzzy animals, flowers, fruit and water. In the second trimester, your dreams will reflect your anxiety about being a good mother and concerns about possible complications with the birth. Dreams of giving birth to a non-human baby are also common during this period of the pregnancy. Finally, in the third trimester, you will tend to dream about your own mother.

To dream that you are pregnant with the baby dying inside of you suggests that a project you had put a lot of effort into is falling apart and slowly deteriorating. Nothing works out the way you want it to.

Ghost
In general, ghosts symbolizes aspects of yourself that you fear. This may involve a painful memory, guilt, or some repressed thoughts. You may be afraid of death and dying. Alternatively, ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates a feeling of disconnection from life and society. This dream may be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior.

To see the ghost of a living relative or friend in your dream, signifies that you are in danger of malice acts by that person.

To see the ghost of a dead friend/relative in your dream, suggests guilt and regrets concerning the past relationships with that particular person.


First Post


Yeah. Hehe. Sorry for the mood swing postages over on the "other" place.
I'm annexing livejournals and coming back to blogs because blogs have gotten awesome since I've been away. No picture hostings on the posts, and unlimited icon usage! Yay...Just don't mention this blog to anyone or link it or anything for at least awhile because I only want people I know/trust here. A nice thought, at least.
So..um....I will be back soon!