Frustrated

I have this awful pit of stress that's lodged in my stomach.
Ow.
And I don't think it will fully go away until June 21. Then that will depend on the ...summer situation. Yes.

I really wish I could just wake up tomorrow with a well paying job that I like and be able to survive comfortably in my own place. But I guess in order to do that, I have to finish this stuff first. I'm sick of experimenting. Sigh.

Well that was a very positive post, I know. Maybe my next one will be less complainy and more like "Yay, today I went to the beach and it was sooo nice and tomorrow I plan to sleep in till noon and then sit in the sun for an hour before packing up my bags to go on a camping trip with all the people I like on it and then the next day I plan on sleeping in and eating lots of food and playing video games. Yay."

It could happen. .............................. .